I go on each day as if nothing bad has ever happened to us. we havent ever faught but thats all we ever did i have a better life now please let me live it

Bad person

im tired of feeling like a bad person cause i dont wanna do something. god dammit i just got home just like you why would i wanna go out and buy you food when your fatass coulda bought it your fucking self. and why in the fuck are you giving me such a hard fucking time about going to A&M for week  long fire school. your fatass wont get up to go on calls in the middle of the night you dont deserve to go. im really about to lose it. thank god i have friends that'll listen to me and that watch out for me and are more of a family then your are. im done rambling now FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just pisses me off

i love how one min my ipod plays framing henley then go to rascal flats

life truth

i have come to the conclussion that my irl friends are dumbasses and that i cant stand to be around them. my internet friends  are different i can tell yous guys anything and i love yall for it

For her

i have not slept right since the 7th of june nor jave i been as happy as i have been lately. yes weve talked but its not the same i need you here with me. i have seen a change in myself since we met and started hanging out more and more ive become a happier person and its because of you. i also belived i passed school this semester because of you. i know you will prolly never read this but i needed to say this i love you and i think you love me too. now im just rambling and when i do that i usally grt a fire call which is another thing i love about you. you dont care if i talk about calls to you when i am having a hard time with a call, which is usaully when the patient dies you are there to comfort me and make sure im ok. 

no 2 of the night

I  have passed my emt-basic..........finally. This being the second time ive taken the class. Now im moving on to paramedic in the fall and i couldnt be any more afraid. Afraid of failing and dissapointing my family, friends, teachers, and most of all myself. But when I am basically playing parent to the people i live with its kinda hard to focus on anything. 

I am making this my offical decloration of intent

I INTEND TO MAKE SURE THAT I DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO PASS EVEN IF IT MEANS CUTTING OF TIES WITH MY WHOLE FAMILY. 

SHIT

well shit i guess i need on of these as im writting this im watching wanted its bad ass