i know moving away meant you were finally free. free from all the pain that has happened to you here. your father's suicide and your mother running afterwards. i know this sounds selfish but i need you here with me you were the first thing in my life that ever made any sense. i regret never saying that simple three words to you. i wonder to this day if i said i love if you would have left. those 1,120 miles wont stop me if you ever need me. ill be there even i have to run to you.

if your reading this i want you to know i do love you with everything i can love you with.

thoughts

around a year ago i talked to someone for like a week and it was the best week ever. i wanna talk to her again couple of you know who she is, hell she might even read this blog. iono

2. i want to be teacher- either dealing with like elementary age kids cause any older and im likely to beat the shit outta of them for smarting of or mentally handicap children

Happy thanksgiving

<3

my heart was made for you and only you. you ask how i know this? i only answer with i just do. this blog will make no sense but how is that different from any other time.... when im with you nothing but us has to make sense  

sitting

it seems lately that anytime i try to get intersted in a girl something happens. i think i figured out im just destined to be a fuck up  and for the rest of my life. i ruly miss what we had just to talk to you would be cool well the person im refering to prolly wont see this so goodbye 

my wish

part of me wishes we were still together and another part wishes i never met you cause now i CANT lice without by my side

eh

iion what it is we just dont seem  like the family we once was. i love you guys. and rayray put it best staing up until school started was awesome we need to go back to that real soon. thats all i gottta say<33